Tuesday, April 3, 2012

I Can Explain...





Okay, here it goes...

*dials number*
Rings*
*no answer*
Rings*
*no answer*
Holden: goddamn pick up or else ill hang u— (Sally picks up)
Sally: Hello?
Holden: Sally, is this you?
Sally…yes Holden.
Holden: Do you have a few minutes to talk? I would like to say something.
Sally: Um, make it quick.
Holden: Okay for chrissakes give me a chance. So I have thought a lot about what happened yesterday during the day with you and also what happened at night. I usually don’t go around calling people to apologize but for you it’s different.
Sally: Okay…
Holden: *sighs* Look Sally, as much as you probably hate my goddamn guts right now, I am truly sorry for my actions yesterday. I should not have called you a pain in the ass and I am sorry. It was rude of me, and should have expressed my annoyance in some other way. I did have a nice day with you, especially ice skating and in the car….i just did not like it when you were talking to that guy during and after the show. I get it, I’m not the best person to take to a show like that and he was nice to talk to but it kinda pissed me off, yeah it did.
Sally: Holde-
Holden: Sally, let me finish. In addition, I would like to also apologize for putting the idea of running away together so fast on you, I just get these madman ideas in my head and they have to happen no matter what, and by the way when I asked you that I was being serious and it was in the moment. I realized I am just a very lonely and depressed kid and I need someone to be there for me instead of pushing everyone away. And I feel that’s why I called you last night, because I knew deep down I could trust you, I did not do it to be spiteful. Please accept my apology Sally, I am just a madman.
Sally: Wow Holden, I really don’t know what to say other than I appreciate your phone call and apology. And I have to be honest; you really did scare me yesterday when you shoved the idea of running away at me, and more importantly calling me a pain in the ass. I did not appreciate that at all. I feel bad for you Holden, I do. However, I don’t think that by us being together will make things better. I think you need you find out what it is exactly what you want and to move forward in life.
Holden: I know what I want in life for chrissake, just like everyone else does!
Sally: Do not get loud with me Holden. Look, I accept your apology and feel that it is best for us to stay as friends and nothing more because I cannot deal with this. I am sorry. I have things going on right now and I cannot be worried about you and your madness all the time, Holden.
Holden: I see. Well I’m not going to beg you for anything because there is a lot to do and see in life and if you are not one of those people to stop and look, then that’s fine. I just wanted to say that I am sorry for my actions and I don’t plan on things happening between us like they did yesterday.
Sally: I understand. Thank you for calling Holden, it was appreciated. I need to go now, so I will see you around. Goodbye Holden. I am sorry too.
Holden: But Sa-
*Phone clicks.*
Holden: Goddamnit Sally! Why the hell did you hang up on me? OH WELL. BYE. 

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