I can’t believe my luck when going home tonight…I was able to get up to my apartment, see Phoebe, and my parents were not even home yet! I mean I guess it shouldn’t have been a good thing that I was actually home yet, but in my opinion it worked well. It felt really good to be home actually, and that smell of my house when I walked in made me realize I was actually home – and I wasn’t even drunk anymore so this was all real too. Anyways, when I went into D.B’s room and saw Phoebe sleeping, she really looked peaceful and innocent; she has that appearance. Reading all of her little school books and remembering how she is, really brought me relief and comfort in a way…is that weird? I couldn’t wait any longer so I had to wake her up and oh my when she did, she was so excited to see me and I felt so loved! Her little eyes widened and her voice got all high, like you see little girls get when they go to a toy store or something. I mean I know she can get annoying with her constant talking and everything but she is a really good listener. But what really got me, was how she knew right off the bat and could tell from being so smart, that I uh…got kicked out of Pencey. It happens. I couldn’t stand it there anyways, everyone was so arrogant. But I mean I just ranted on and on about the school to her about how there was not one thing that I liked about it, and she seemed like she could understand, even though it wasn’t the right thing. Do you really think my dad will care? She seemed to think so, and she kept saying it too. But in all honesty, it wasn’t the place for me…neither were any of the other schools. But Phoebe just sat there and listened to me, and we are not that close in years either, so it was nice to have someone to talk to about how I felt, I love having her as my sister.
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