Yes, I Can be Indecisive.

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Home By Chris Daughtry (click link)

Man, I have made some pretty stupid decisions, and some good ones; like my last one for example. I know some of you goddamn critics will think “He’s right where he started and did not make any progress,” just because I came back home. While some of you will look at my round about decision that way, I happen to see it differently and of course my way is better. So yeah my few plans of instantly moving out west and getting jobs, getting married, being a deaf man, and having a farm and kids doesn't exactly seem so realistic now that I am out of those heated moments. I tell ya though, I would have gone through with it if it weren't for old Phoebe over here; she tends to save my ass quite often. I couldn't resist her being mad at me and lying to her and telling her to shut up, but she dealt it right back though and that’s what I like in her – she can stand up for herself.  She ultimately made my decision for me, I couldn't let her down and more importantly, I want to go home…I mean I know I will have to deal with the wrath of my father but I did it to myself; not that I care about school anyways but you know. I have a feeling that my decision to go back home and kind of start fresh will be a smart move to make, even though it will be tough at first, but I will feel better; both mentally and physically. I know I said I wouldn't go back home, and I know I changed my mind, and I know I have made fun of those kinds of people in the past, but something just got me thinking, it wasn't only old Phoebe.  She was definitely a part of my decision, I don’t know exactly what it was that pushed my decision, but I am feeling different and happy – something I haven’t felt in a while. My plan is to go home and start off with telling my parents the truth, and I will go from there, I will challenge myself to do something different with my life and become successful and not a drunk; I will make an oath. Cheers to a hopeful fresh start!